Janine and I leave for San Diego tomorrow. I’ll tell you right now – the expression of the day is “to sweat bullets” – it means to be incredibly nervous (the reference is that when you’re nervous, you sweat, and when you’re really nervous, you sweat out large drops of water) – in anticipation of some major event or situation. I’m really sweating bullets. Another, similar expression (Janine’s addition) is “to shit bricks” – the idea is the same. It’s kind of funny how we make metaphorical reference to bodily reactions to stress situations. Anyway – I’m rambling again.
One of the primary reasons I’m so “wound up” (nervous, stressed, excited – today is full of idiomatic expressions!) is that It’s almost June, so my work visa expires in 2 months. That may seem like a lot of time, but two months ago I was finishing up my part of the project with Frank and beginning to look at what to do next. Now it’s already the middle of that phase and I don’t have any answers. When my visa expires, I have to leave the country – if I don’t have a job “lined up” (meaning a job offer confirmed) then I probably have to go back to Italy to work. That would not be good. Don’t misunderstand me – MUM! – I miss my family and friends etc., and it will be great to be back in Umbria for a bit, but I don’t want this adventure to finish yet. There’s too much to do. I could be here for years, I think. (Not to mention that Janine is really cute! – and fantastic.) So, “there’s a lot riding” (meaning the consequences of the outcome are serious) on this job possiblity in San Diego. I’ve also been called for an interview in Chicago, so when I get back from San Diego I’ll go down there for a couple of days. Whatever happens, I have to start organising my departure from Madison – talking to my landlord, my bank, etc. Really, I don’t know how I would do all of this without Janine. I would hate to run around all day, and then not have her to hang out, have fun, and relax with in the evenings (although I’m not that easy to be around lately – too excitable!). Anyway – if the San Diego job comes through, I will really be the luckiest person on the face of the planet. If not, I have been incredibly lucky anyway. EXCEPT I’M SO DAMN NERVOUS ABOUT THIS! So, I’ll stop. I’ll let you all know how the interview in San Diego goes. I’m going out with Frank this evening – to shoot some darts, play some pool, drink some beer and get a “big brotherly” slap across the face to “snap me out of it” (my nerves) and calm me down.
Today’s expressions are all of the above!
Later!
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